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(I’m so sorry, I don’t know where to post this, but I felt like confessing this as related to my possible Narcissism)

Maybe I could post this at a Discussion, Rant, or Advice community, but for now I’ll just post here. As a follow-up to my “Why am I only friends with weird people?” post, I must admit that (possibly?) as a result of being neurodivergent, I can’t help but view people as objects.

When something I do is considered “wrong” or “bad”, I genuinely don’t consider it morally wrong at all. I only know it’s wrong because someone told me it is, and if their telling me that doesn’t benefit me in some way, I tend to blame them and see them as acting irrationally.

I call my friends useless and horrible, and I really have no guilt/remorse or sympathy about that. I feel like I can treat them however I want without much remorse. In fact, I feel like most of the time, I’m right to treat people this way.

I only say this stuff to my friends and talk about it to strangers online (obviously, since I’m anonymous), no one else. This is the real me, and most people don’t accept me for me.

I believe I can feel remorse sometimes, such as if they do something that isn’t benefitting me, but I can’t really accept it most of the time. People have told me others don’t want to be by me because I’m rude, but I honestly see this as a personal attack against me. I think it’s their problem for not accepting me.

I want to maintain a good public image, so i say people should be kind and that bullying is wrong, because it’s been done to me amend doesn’t feel good. But to be honest, I couldn’t care less about how other people feel if it doesn’t impact me.

I feel like I should feel bad, and that’s why I’m confessing this.

(So in other words, my emotions are based on how I think others want me to feel. Like right now, most people would feel bad, so I feel like I should too.)

I’m a girl with ADHD, depression, and anger issues. I like to consider myself pretty fashionable and good at sports, but my only friends are weirdos?

This one girl I’m friends with has a really bad stutter and autism, for example, and I think it’s weird. She also doesn’t like sports like I do.

these people i know complain that they barely have any friends and that they’re considered “the weird kids” yet bully other neurodivergent people for that reason.

as someone with autism + adhd, this just makes me so sad.

ADHD, I feel like I stopped aging mentally after freshman year.

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What is something that made you smile this week?

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I have tried a couple of different "daily planner" type strategies (Bullet Journal, etc...), but none of them seem to stick. I'm looking for ideas on how others are able to organize their daily/weekly/whatever to see if any of them would make sense for me (or maybe even trigger inspiration to take parts from ideas and make my own). I'm pretty sure whatever I go with would have to be digital (carrying a physical notebook with me was part of the reason Bullet Journal didn't work), but I'm not opposed to trying an analog technic again. Also, depending on the strategy I could probably "convert" it to digital and use Obsidian or another tool (I'm an iOS user).

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I'm reading a lot of conflicting information about ADHD so I'm not really sure how to describe it. But I saw a statement that resonated with me. It lines up with a lot of the difficulties and frustrations in my life. I'm curious to see what others think about it.:

ADHD is not being able to start, and not being able to stop.

How well does it describe your experience?

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How does everyone feel about it? Should I keep it? Turn it off? Change it's frequency? (If so, to what?). It feels like it's the biggest poster here and I don't know if that is a good thing or not? I see some responses to it (which is good), but I also see a few that don't get responses. If it's just about the prompts it is giving I could try tuning that as well. Please let me know what you all think.

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Today is a good day. I'm feeling talky... what's going on?

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