That was possibly the hardest thing to take, surviving the genocide(s). The banal evil, the indifference, the apathy, the heads in the sand, so many wannabe good falling to inaction and wilful ignorance upon confrontation with the overwhelm at the horror... some even going back into denial. Horrible catch22s and psychological fatiguing as strategies to further defeat and divide us by. I KNOW it is hard, but still have compassion and sympathy for those who succumb to losing theirs, while encouraging them back to sense of empowerment, reassuring them, there is something they can do, they will seek it, find it, and do it. On and on. No room here for defeatist self fulfilling prophecies of despair and ignorance. Awaken, mendwards, because it's necessary. Amazing grace... We're not done here. We can still mend this.
Digit
Yuh. 188 visual intelligence, 160 emotional aptitude, 150 wisdom aptitude, and then gotta convey the grand ideas through the aperture of 90 verbal intelligence, and 70 social aptitude, 70 interpersonal aptitude. Perpetual exasperated sigh on standby.
... and contributes to burnout.
^ I add, currently listening to Orion Kelly have a spot-on rant about burnout.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRbnXNBuyag
Does contribute to the "playing on hard". Toughness required and generated. For and via.
This house, my parents, the government, police, the council, the courts, corporate bought statutory regulations, surgeons, roads, cars, petrol, proprietary hardware and driver blobs, youtube (until tomorrow, when I start notubevember), systemd (from ubuntustudio I hijacked), portrait monitor arrangements and low vertical pixels, single monitor, ptsd/sad/sad/pda, iron supplements, calcium supplements, emf, and doubtless many more things.
But not tobacco. Thanks Allen Carr's easy way (& caryophyllene, cbd, psilocybe microdosing and iboga microdosing).
Anyone got measure of the hormone disruptors off-gassing our computers and keyboards? Could be interesting to correlate.
(Is this the kind of blunt autistic question that earns me downvotes? lol. I just want the data.)