A few days ago, I watched this short documentary, part of it covered Heliobiology, which the documentary said is an emerging field of science that began in Russia.
The Heliobiologists claimed that magnetic storms caused by solar flares cause all kinds of health problems in humans. Literally every health problem is named, from suicides, to heart attacks, to even terrorist attacks.
After Googling this and looking at some papers, I noticed a few things.
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The papers find correlations between magnetic storms and some kind of negative health effect, and go on to heavily imply or say that negative health effect is caused by the magnetic storms.
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Magnetism is always blamed as the factor causing these negative health effects (not radiation), but the papers don't go into detail. I saw one saying that since blood is magnetic, magnetic storms can cause heart attacks by disrupting blood flow.
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Most of the papers I read on this mention "Schumann resonances", and sometimes "pineal gland" crystals.
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Most of the papers are brand new, within the last few years.
I didn't literally kill someone, but I did kill something, and that was my parent's marriage. Now my mom has cancer. I look after her but she wishes she was together again with my dad. I just feel like I don't deserve to be happy. When I am happy it just feels wrong. I have mentioned this to therapists but every time it feels like they don't know the circumstances as well as I do, or they're just there to fake validate me.