MR2
paranoia
Message people in your field on LinkedIn who may have a possibility of hiring you. Applying for job postings does approximately nothing.
Ireland is a poor choice because of English speaking immigrants flooding in. You will immediately be thrown into the shittiest housing market in Europe while also dealing with the most underdeveloped transport system of any European capital. The country has seen population growth far in excess of what the government was able to handle. There is not one efficient state service other than taxation and the passport office. Investment in ETFs is effectively banned. The weather is also shit.
You need to be much more specific. You need to say what your exact job will be and have a solid reason as to why the European company couldn't hire a European to do it. This isn't a choice thing, this is a legal requirement to get a work visa. You need a real qualification.
If you haven't tried it already, I think there's a lot of benefit to using khan academy and Duolingo for maths.
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Maths by its nature is a bit abstract, but I think that the primary issue is that it is sequentially learned for the most part in primary and secondary education. If there is ever a point that a student is struggling with a concept and the teacher/parents don't identify it in time, the student is then faced with not understanding new concepts afterwards, and may just be left behind.
This is starkly different to other fields a student will be presented, they generally will have multiple topics that are not strictly reliant on parts learned before, and that can be relatively easily co-developed in everyday life.
Seems like you already go to a fancy cinema. I don't even think the cinemas I visited in the UK even had alcohol licenses.
So you're bad at maths and extremely bitter about it. Ok.
Alright, what do you do specifically that makes you an asshole?
Driving heavy equipment on sand is not that risky. We're talking a single digger here, not a 1000t mobile crane.